~WORLDLY THOUGHTS~

I had this imperative drive to write this today! Was sitting with my legs curled up on my study table trying to concentrate words written on my copy. It's been more than 17 years of looking into such pages and my handwriting scribbled on it, wondering what next... what goals, dreams or whatever... My mind is lost in the worldly thoughts, all the time in my life, I was like "will do it later" and now I find myself losing interest and drive in things that seemed most exciting at one point! Then how do I create myself when I feel the dreams fading away... Once, most important thing can't even give me a twitch now, guess my soul is worn out and knows all, knows that nothing stays. I feel myself standing stiff in a street where people don't have time to stop and see, I find myself staring at the horizon and my thousand thoughts milling across the crowd... How do I live my dreams again?